Life is a Circle

This is true that all things always walk in a circle, or we can say a cycle

Last Friday (Oct 18th) night, on my way to meeting with a friend in Mall Taman Anggrek (we can called: A), i was texting with another friend (we can called: B). i asked about the meaning behind B's statement on the bbm "menuntaskan lakon hidup sebagai manusia" or we can say "Accomplishing our life story".. B told me that was a result of 'AHA" things when she saw a man, who become one of a victim of Jogja's earthquake some time ago, struggling to get up from his lowest condition. He showed us that as a children of God, we must accomplishing what God's want from us (life purposes), he also showed us a great attitude that we must accept God's Plan on us and keep fighting until the end.

Then our discussion continued. I asked B, "how to find what God's really want from our life? how can we understand that? how can i understand or hear His answer of all this?" many questions i asked B during our discussion. B said that i am not alone on that.... everyone feel the same as i did; just keep on searching and exploring my anxieties and i will find all the answer one at a time.

I told B that i really admire B and our other friends who have conquer their fear and living a live that they love, giving up their job and start their own life. B told me that i should look deeper inside their life before, they have done so many things to explore their anxieties and step by step conquer their fear, once we have done our first step than we can see the road ahead become clearly.

Than, our discussion have to be paused for a couple hours because i have reached MTA and meeting with A.

I think we all know at least already heard that our mind is like a giant magnet, we can attract what us really want to. For a couple hour meeting with A, i'm amazed that our conversation just like continuing what i have been discussed with B earlier, A was telling how A struggling to find the answer about A's anxiety and problems and how A finally decided giving up the  job that already giving so much in hers life (as you know, A was a GM in our company and resigned and now doing things she loved). It's really amazing, unbelievable..

After meeting A, i told B how our conversation seem continue with A and finally A give me some advice:
1.Keep struggling with your anxiety and problems, you are NOT alone
2. One step at the time
3. Don't forget to pray because He is Almighty
4. Everybody need to change and have courage

So many years back, in my life, i learned everything about CHANGE with a powerful lines "Everything is Possible if you REALLY Want to", i have motivated others to change and have courage to live their dream. Now, this word back to me....remind me of old times...remind me of those power lines.... i have to out from this mud and live better and better live.

I really thank God that He has giving me really great friends in my live. Friends that could inspired others, could be a role model to others, could be a great friend.

But sadly that i still stuck inside this comfort zone, i have to be more struggle to find the answer and to have more courage to move on to a better life.

Thank you all my friends...sorry that i still have so many weakness and i'm sorry that i have disappointing you rather than make you proud.