My First Home Concerto @GoCi Mall part 2

well, i still trying to upload the video about the song, hope it can.

so, the day is coming. at feb, 20th i started the day with usual activity in my home. Cleaning the house, playing with Davina and have a appointment with our college friends at 1 pm in TP and than i have to go to GoCi mall.
i left TP @ 4 pm in a hurry, because i planned to drop Diana and Davina home and i myself go to the concert but it was heavy rain on that day so and there was an event on PTC so the traffic become crowded and i'm PANIC!! "wow, i'm gonna be late" i said on my mind, the alternate road also crowded, "DAMN!!!" i'm still on panic mode, i haven't change my costume (i didn't bring it) and finally i discussed with Diana and we agreed to go directly to Goci and buy a Shirt.

yes, we came early and prepared for the concert. I met Hendra and Anggi there.
We do the warming up and i still have a chance to practice with Samuel. It was a smooth practice (actually, i was surprised with that)considering that i was not practice perfectly.

so the concert started at 7 pm, it was informal concert, it was a show for Sinfonia's student to perform what we have practice. Everybody perform nicely including hendra and anggi. I get number 9 to perform, it feels like hours to go hahahaaa....
my hands was cold, i get nervous.
When it came to my turn to perform it like wow...fully concentration on the song, the music, the performance...i didn't hear everybody laughing, chatting, etc just me and the song....i think it's not very bad...
thank you for supporting me...

My First Home Concerto @GoCi Mall

Home concert is a routine event @ SINFONIA MUSIC STUDIO.

what is it? it's some kind of recital for the students or we can say also it's a mini concert for Sinfonia's students to perform their singing ability (for singing class of course).

So, my teacher (or we can call him a instructor maybe?) is Ageng, a skillful college student. He picked a song for me call SENTO NEL CORE (Sorrow Unending -in English) well, it's really an unending to me hahahaha, i cannot take some time to learn this song properly only once a week and only for 10minutes max, i put that song in the bottom of my priority until tuesday, 16th Feb 2010. Why? because i have a practice schedule with the pianist (his name is Samuel)and the worst thing was i cannot sing it in complete parts, i haven't learned it full....what a shame..!!!!

Samuel and his sister will be a guest star in our concert, so he's not one of sinfonia's member!!! I'm embarrassed with him, i haven't learned that song....
but since then, i practice in every little time i have, now i can read the 'not kecambah' (on that parts) but still cannot sing without the papers.....

for your information that our home concert will be held at Golden City Mall Surabaya Feb, 21st at 7 pm...
Wish me luck and i'll post about the concert later...

BTW this is the lyrics for the song:

Italian lyrics:
Sento nel core certo dolore,
che la mia pace turbando va.
Splende una face che l'alma accende,
se non è amore, amor sarà.

English translation:
I feel in my heart a certain sorrow
Which goes on disturbing my peace;
There shines a torch which inflames my soul
If it is not love, it will be love [soon].

Life 4 Work Vs Work 4 Life

AAARRRGGGHHHHH...!!!!!!
Every stressed person always put that words on their status on their social network, plus statement that he/ she was strezz or something like that...(well actually i'm in the middle of it also hi hi hi)

stressed,what is it? i say that stressed is some overload situation inside our mind that affected our body and our feeling so everything seem to be in a hurry, very urgent and high tense situation...(hate that, really!!!)

But, why everybody still doing their job? even they're strezz?
When i observed my friends, i found some interesting things. Everybody experiencing strezz when they're working or in their office (but some people like Mr. Krishnamurti seem like never strezz hahahahaha), but why they still working? still doing the same things everyday (and keep complaining of course) some of them complained and moved to other place (could be 5-6x)actually, what are we looking for?
great salary? great place, famous company? easy job?

Well, if we learn from Mr. Krishnamurti the motivator, looks like we are looking for peace in mind. You may say "if we do something we like, we will love the job" so, if we track it back we will find that peace is what we looking for. if we love it and we will happy to do it, HAPPY means PEACE :)

Peace, something we create in mind and heart, not given by someone else or our company but we must create it ourselves. How? in theory, there's so many way to make ourselves calm and in peace state like meditation, adoration, dzikir,etc. I have tried and it really works, it can remove our burden by seeing way out, i can choose how to react in some situation or condition....well it quite useful you know.
but, i'm still weak, many problems came and torture me (hehehe) just hang on on Jesus, just believe that He will lead me.